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It has been a long time...
A lot of things have been happening these past few weeks. But this is another story that I choose to share with everyone here.
Been almost 7 months already since I first enrolled. I thought everything was fine but it didn't turn out like I expected. I've been reading others' experiences bout this all this while and now it happens to me. Everybody is doing their path differently. Some people would enjoy the process while others wouldn't for their own reasons. So is my study.
I never regret for such occurrences (without going into details). Honestly, I just sad and annoyed. But it happened already.
One didn't help me at all and it is hurt. I know what the rules and regulations is. When one didn't choose to help for whatever reasons there might be, then nothing I could do about it. What more I can say..
Some people just don't even care. And they will never ever be.
It is hurt to be there watching unwanted scene yet I could not do anything bout it. I believe they also have their own stands on this. Many things have to be considered. Especially when it comes to a sensitive matter.
I learnt from it. I take my part. That's a learning process. I'm glad that I express it here where I think this is my best medium and channel for me to convey my thoughts.
Everything happens for reasons. Though I am hurt.
La Tahzannn. InnallahaMa'na! Ada HikmahNya.
" When you feel heartbroken & disappointed because things don't seem to make sense, put your hands up & talk to the Almighty. You don't need words if the hurt is too much. Speak silently from your heart. He made it. He will surely mend it " -Mufti Menk-
Side Note 1* I have just updated this post. Have had this post published earlier about this afternoon. Yes, I had. I have been reading this old post since afternoon, right before Asar and would decide to return to this post again as I had to edit some words afterwards.
Side Note 2* Ironically, as I returned to this page just right after Asar, everything was actually unpublished. (I guess this has had to do with the Blog Apps on my hp) They were all drafts. I am surprised. Some of the write-up were missing. Only very raw drafts left that I had to rewrite and built up my thoughts again.
Side Note 3* My earlier post was not that really bad, but I somehow expressed that I really sad and disappointed. I guess those words were not suitable for future readings. Indeed and Surely ALLAH has the best plan! " Fabiayyi 'ala irobbikuma tukazzibannn"......
Side Note 4* The quotes above express the feelings I have had now and the best quotes that extremely comfort me the most.
*Pinned post. Last updated on the 02nd March 2019*
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