I have always dreamed myself to be in front of the rows, talk for hours perhaps and share the knowledge I have with everyone. It was not true until I got the offer to assist in the tutorial class this semester.
Hahahahah.
Though the whole semester was enjoyable and fun you just don't even have an idea how it was at that time. My first class was messy, a bit of chaos and unorganised. I was nervous and felt alone. Had not had the exact and real preparation as everything was spontaneous. Did go through some sort of rehearsal (kind of) but was not helping at all. Been laughing in the class was the only real thing I did. Hahahahah.
I still recalled the first time I went to the class and I was waiting for the students to come. I came early tho that I had to wait about 30 minutes. Hahaha. Very punctual. The students started to come in and it was real... Everything came up in my mind.
And I was like...Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim
What am I doing here?
When does this end?
What do I say?
How to say?
😂😂😂
Allahu.
Come on. Even the presentation doesn't take this long of time. Imagine yourself to speak or perhaps discuss for about 1 to 3 hours in a time. It's difficult tho. At least for a beginner like me. Hehehe. Well, the days had passed and I was getting used to it. Perhaps another write-up about the students and their colourful attitudes. Hahaha.
It is a last day of 2019. I am sure 2019 has been such a wonderful journey for everyone with their own stories. 365 days is over.
I am looking forward to welcoming 2020.
While everyone is busy for the countdown and I am here to get my blog updated. Hahaha. Been a while tho. I will make sure myself to write regularly the days ahead. Hopefully all is going well. In shaa Allah.
And of course, my pray goes to all students I have been with for this semester...
And I am wishing all the best for their final exam and Happy New Yearrrr everybodyyyyy... 😄😄😄
Side Note 1: I have just finished ( so far) editing my proposal research. I had sent it to my SV yesterday and still waiting for his approval for me to print it. I am sure lots of work need to be done and I am still editing the research. Indeed, I am currently now working to publish my paper. Need to be done early and of course I am excited to go to a conference in October 2020. In Shaa Allah. Bibi and I are confirmed for it.
Side Note 2: My current focus is to finish my study and get my paper published. That's very important. I do not want myself get easily distracted with unnecessary things. I just wanna keep myself the happiest like everyone else does. And guess what, I have found my BFF since primary school recently via FB. I am the happiest. I will write about them another time.
Side Note 3: I will be releasing my other blog soon. Just stay updated. Heheeh.
Until then. Bye.
Assalamualaikum...
